Today was good and not good and then good again. I haven't slept well the last two nights, partially because I'm crazy, and partially because of the heat. but it's better now. I've been steadily awake before 7:30 - 8 am which means I'm getting to work by 9:15 (and today was before 9!) and while I'm not being overly productive with the extra time, it is super helpful. I take the time to putter around in the morning, love the cat, iron or catch up on a letter or do the dishes or make myself a nice salad for lunch. I suppose those things are productive, but I mean in the go to spinning at 5 am kind of productive. Progress, not perfection. Progress.
So I worked for a little while on no sleep, had a minor breakdown, went to the gynecologist - which other than the obvious drag part is always great, because my doctor is quite possibly the greatest woman in the world - ran some errands, did good on bargains at Trader Joe's, and unexpectedly got a sick haircut from Kristen. Now it's 9:15 and I'm winding down, and I didn't want to forget! It's so nice to see three days in a row notched off on the calendar up there.
Oh, and I made an appointment to go back to see my therapist. Which is good. I'm not losing my shit or anything, but there's a bunch of unfinished pages floating around in my head that need to either get edited or filed or copied and thrown out or something.
So, after all that, I'm pretty beat. Wish me luck for the coffee shop gig I'm interviewing for tomorrow - I think I have a lot to bring to the table, but who knows what they're looking for. We'll see.
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