I was trying to find a perfect moment, a perfect line in a song, or something like freegirl or cagefree (like eggs, only better) or glitteringsoul or something but I don't want to be a cheesebag... I feel free, at the beginning, beautiful, a little older and wiser (like in a steel magnolias kind of way), aware, changed, like a lotus rising out of the crap, good, calm, more adjusted, seasoned, starry eyed, I can smell the ocean, and I'm being true to myself for what I think might be the first time in my life.
is there a word for that?
yes -- two.
perpetual bliss.
...
because you can.